I hope you won't get bored of me...

You're starting to text him everyday.. Although you said you're just gonna play with him, I'm feeling fucking jealous as hell.. It's like you're replying him instantly and it kinda saddens me to know I'm not the only guy you're texting anymore.. Perhaps I'm not afraid of weizhi but just feeling that you don't even seem to like me anymore.. He told him that you like me but I guess your feelings for me are fading off.. I'm scared by the time I prove to you that you're not just a crush to me but someone I really love, you'll get bored of me already.. As much as I wanna keep a distance from you so that you won't get bored of me so quickly, I'm scared that it'll bring about other consequences as well..like things may not be the same anymore.. Please don't get bored of me okay ?? I really need you in my life, and I hope one day you'll need me as much as I need you..